My flavour is Rocky Road
I have hit a road of depression in my life that stretches beyond the horizon. I feel empty and lonely and rejected when I drive on it. I have overwhelming droughts of self belief and worth. The land dries, the dust rises and the dirt road has no end.
The longer I am here, the more I feel that this is how I deserve to be. How I was always destined to be.
I don't deserve talent or love.
I don't deserve anything.